I'm so LUCKY. I'm a star!

Forever in my loving arms, pretty baby :)

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

---SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

☄ UNTITLED.

I can't think of what to say.. I feel like sharing my thoughts this morning but as usual, it's this kind of mornings when I choose to be a lazy ass like that. I'm lost for words. I know where but I just don't know how to start. I want to write a genuine blog but yea, I'm too darn lazy!

K, so baby A and I woke up 5 am, cos Andi's an early bird therefore, mommy should be one, too. I'm not that lazy naman pala for waking up this early☺ kudos to baby A! I didn't notice last night that while I was patting Andi I fell asleep with her. I was monitoring Andi cos she's sick. Wawa baby ☹

Anyway, this I will share..

Where do I even begin to describe how I WAS before Andi came to my life. Well, it would take long so I'll just skip that part. Anyway, F! for the good-for-nothing father of Andi. F! for treating me like I am not the mother of his child. F! for being such a dumb ass. F! for complicating things. So much F's!!!!!!!!!!

✞ K, so I'll pray for your soul so you won't burn in hell. BOO yea!

And now I'm speechless! Oh I'm sooo mad. Good thing I think straight and I think selflessly. Top concern is my child, my Andreina, my super ✰.

A picture that describes how you'd like to spend everyday.

Funny how other people pity those who became a mom at a young age. I wonder why they make it sound so tragic.. Plus, since they weren't the ones who actually experienced it, they'll talk crap out of what happened to other peoples misfortune. Misfortune daw oh? lol :p when I got pregnant I never really thought of it as a misfortune, but more of a blessing ♥

K, let's talk about blessings.

Grabe, I'm truly blessed with so much! Heaping love from everyone who cares and loves me :) honestly, from that one phase on my life I learned a lot. I learned that people just come and go.. They'll come to teach you whatever, to somehow contribute in your existence (may ganon? haha!). You live, you learn. You love, you learn. Ya hurd?

All I can talk about now is how happy I am to have a beautiful baby :) everytime I start to blog about her, I can't help but feel like crying. It's so nice to be a mom. Yes it's true when they say that it's tough yet rewarding to take care of a child, especially when she's your own. Tough but it's all worth it. Only selfish individuals would say that it's a punishment for bearing a child at a wrong time. AND THIS I TELL YOU, GO TO HELL.

I admit, I kinda thought that I'm being punished for messing up my life BIGTIME, like really! You know what I mean? For causing so much pain in my own mommy's heart.. I guess I really deserve this. Infairness to God, his consequences aren't that difficult. Cos if it is, I wouldn't feel this happy for having Andi. As I always say, God blessed me too much.. And for that I will forever be grateful. For the unconditional love of my family, for the 'next-level' patience that I'm receiving from my mom; whose love for me, I know I will never be able to match, for the I can't explain support I'm getting from my dear sisters.. They are the priceless gifts from God that I will never ever trade for anything else in this world :)