Idea: Family Oriented. Who has an incomplete goal until he met me. Lol and GOD FEARING.
I had my first love, great love, love is blind (???) and still waiting for Forever Love ♥
First love's just a trial and error. Your first time to experience what love is.. That heavenly feeling of hoping and wishing that it would last. Then everything would stop in a snap. Then WE MOVE ON...
Great love. This time I was foolish to believe in forever with him. I used to tell myself that if God would give me another chance in love, I'd wish that it would still be him who will love me and whom I will love back. I accepted all the consequences just so God would grant my soulful wish. Cause by then I thought it would still be him who will make me happy. I was wrong.. Everything I hoped for turned around, he sucked all the happiness in my life and and he turned out to be that evil monster I kept running from in my nightmares. Until now that I'm blogging this, it's like I'm still being punished for all the awful, ridiculous and bad things I did because of him. If I must say, I almost lost myself because of him. And then I moved on, and tried hard to be a better person.
Just when I thought my way of moving on is right, I didn't realize that I've been taking detours. Enough said, HELLO ANDI.
To wait for someone who will love you forever is like looking at a mirror waiting for it to break. Where do I even begin to describe how happy I am right now ☺
Love is very unpredictable. Cupid hits you the least you expect it. "Speechless."
